timeLyss_
A violinist had a violin, a painter his palette. All I had was myself. I was the instrument that I must care for. Josephine Baker
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Being in love and sustaining a relationship are probably 2 of the most difficult things I have ever had to do.
Things I love/enjoy in no particular order, just how it pops up in my head.
- inspirational writing.
- creative and provocative photos.
- a good book.
- good, soulful music.
- window shopping.
- a good laugh with close friends.
- old music.
- authentic Mexican food.
- talking about semi controversial topics.
- art. anything that’s striking to my eye.
- natural hair/natural products (i’m a tad obsessed).
- vintage-y clothes.
- a good movie, any genre as long as it’s good.
- Parisian motif.
Maybe I can look back at this post soon and come up with something to make a career/living out of. That would probably be ideal.
I have never been that good with words, if you asked me to tell you how I am feeling right now I would probably stutter and struggle with trying to convey my thoughts into words and express them correctly and effectively. But for some reason writing has always been something of a strong suit for me. I’m good at it and I love it. I hate writing when I’m told to, but I love to write to express myself. This post isn’t about my “love of writing” in the least bit, I just have a lot on my mind and I need to get it out the best way I know how.
I very rarely put any bit of my business out in the open, whether people know me or not. I value my sense of secrecy and privacy possibly a bit more than the next person. I’m almost 21 (july 3rd, woo hoo!) and I’m not finished with college yet, I don’t 100% know what I want to do with my life, I’m a bit finicky when it comes to putting roots down somewhere, I’m indecisive about everything (and I do mean everything), all in all I just feel like I haven’t done enough of anything. I haven’t accomplished anything since high school and it makes me wonder if God has anything planned for me… I know everyone always says, “God has something for everyone, it just takes some people longer to get their gift,” maybe that’s true, but maybe it’s not.
A huge part of me wants to take a break from everything and go on a year long vacation or something. Then a part of me is like, “Shut up, just finish up as best as you can.” But I don’t know if that’s what I need to do. I just want some type of divine intervention to kick in and show me which path is mine, how to walk it, and what to pick up along the way.
But this is life…
On a day that I see is a painful memory for some of my friends I almost feel bad that I woke up to an enormous blessing..But God acts in mysterious ways, while He put those same friends through hardships and trials He is working on something great for them. So, thank you God for the blessing & to those who have lost someone today (past or present) or are going through something, your blessing is coming :)
